2011年3月10日星期四 '

I'm disappointed enough...

Sorry that I can't...Never will be succeed,now I accepted!I knew that I don't have any speciality and I have no talent also...Now I was accepted all of this!Never get the 100% of any subject at secondary school,never give praise by the teachers,never get the top 10 in the class,never have the one think highly of me...Never,never and NEVER!!When can I rid of this???I don't want to get the mark about 60% and 70%...Something surprise there??Sorry,no...Never get the highest mark in the class...I ever think that I am good in Mathematics,now I knew that I am not...I was beaten by the one who are better than me so badly...She got 100% in Add Maths,and...How about me?...Only 77%...I feel ashamed!I was too arrogant to think that I will get A in Add Maths for sure before...Actually...I don't know what is my ideal...I feel confused of my future...Always think that my favourite subject is MATHEMATIC,but now...Can I said it too?...Love it,but don't have scored the high mark...I don't know what's going on of me...Sorry,let me calm for a moment...

2010年12月27日星期一 '

7A1B

Actually...I feel a bit disappointed...Because it's only one A to go,I think it will be better to get straight A...There are large difference between 8A and 7A...I know this feeling so badly!Because I have many experience on it...I get 6A in UPSR examination,only one A to go also...Sigh...I also want to be the top one!I don't want always to be No.2!I want to get straight A also!But the truth tell me,I can't...I tried and I cried,what should I do now?...Nothing more...Am I stupid?No.Am I lazy?Yes...I know that I'm not a stupid guy,but lazy.One minute decided to study hard,and the next going to watch TV...That's why I will always became the loser...This is the world of law of jungle!Only a strong man will alive and keep on to fighting...And then the weak one will be sifted out...So,I must be figh,fight and fight!No more time for me to rest!The PMR examination is passed,but SPM examination is coming soon!I must be cheer up to receive the fight of SPM examination!The road of future is still long!This is only a process of them!I promise,I will not give up and I will do my best until succeed!Cheer up:)

2010年12月20日星期一 '

Let's us countdown...

Ahh!!!Why the time was passed so fast?Only 3 days to go...I will face the cruel reality after 3 days,it's 23 December 2010...I will get my result of PMR examination on that day!Then...I will killed badly by my mum and dad...Believe me!It will be happen for sure...Sigh...My intuition tell me,I will be disappointed...Hope it's not the true!I was very worry,worry and worry now!I'm almost be crash!God!I think I must bring a lot of tissue when I am going to take my result...Sure I'll cry!But I don't know that it'll be tears of joy or weep with grief...Actually I hope it can be the former!I'm not yet to do my psychologically preparation...You know,the reality is so cruel,I was scared I can't take it easy...There has many of my friends enlighten me that the PMR examination is not very important at all,if I can't do it well this time,then try it again next time...I said,If the PMR examination is not the important,then why all of the Form 3 students is doing the revision hard for this exam?'If I can't do it well this time,then try it again next time...'?I'm sorry...I don't have the next chance to do that!The result is the most important thing for me right now!Do you understand?I can't accept it if the result is so bad(It's mean I get below 6A)!Okay!I know I'm over emotional,but it's so hard to be calm!I can't waiting for the 23 December 2010!I want to know my result!

2010年11月24日星期三 '

My Personal Profile.:D

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姓名:钟家恩
别名:阿恩、恩女、妹妹
花名:雪人、雪人胖胖、钟嘉欣、美感
年龄:15(今年)
性别:女
生日:1995/07/01
星座:巨蟹座
生肖:猪
身高:160cm
体重:50kg++
血型:O
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2010年11月18日星期四 '

Super Worried!!!

Oh!My...I'm damn worried at this moment!I think I can't wait for about 1 month!I want to know my PMR result so muchhh!I know...I will be cried at 28/12/2010...That day which almost make me crazy!Why the time don't pass fastly?...I'm gonna crumble...I was scared for my bad result...Actually...I think...It will within my prediction...I won't get straight A in PMR anymore...I have no hope for it...I am crying everynight...But it can't change the truth...Because I am already having the PMR examination...Now is just the day to waiting for the result...Sigh...I don't want to let my mum down...But I know that It's will be happen for sure!It won't be change anymore!Why?...I have try my best in the PMR result...I don't to get a bad result...But why still can't?...I don't want to face the reality...It's damn cruel...I will be cried badly...I want to get straight A!Please,my god,please bless me to get straight A in PMR!I promise that I will study hard in future!T_T

2010年10月19日星期二 '

Updated:D

The PMR is ended...After the PMR,the school life is meaningless...Why we need to keep on to go to the school?...God!I need rest,ok?I prefer to stay in my home and lie on my bed to having a sweet dream:D Can you give me a break?Even thought it's just one second...In the school,I'm always playing UNO or something else...Terrible!It's too bored and make me gonna crazy!It's better to online-ing at home!So...I make a decision...I would like to play truant for my wonderful future life!(Actually It's doesn't matter...^^)Hey!I'm not a bad girl,It's the truth!Just believe me,ok?Not only me played truant in this moment,but also there have many guys doing so...I'm just follow them,Understand?>.< But I think I will not always play truant,because...I'm too lazy!!!I'm lazy to write the letter for leave of absence!I'm enough of it!I have too many experience on writing this typr of letter,so I have already be fed up of it!That's all enough!I will go to school tamely for sure,and will least to(Not "won't",so it doesn't mean that I won't play truant again~!:)Don't misunderstand!)play truant!God!I want holiday!Please you make the holiday come quickly,please!You know,I love you so much!:D ♥

2010年9月19日星期日 '

Believe me..

Believe me...Believe me that I will goes all up to do my duty...Believe me that I never ever give up...Believe me that I have to fight up for this examination...Believe me that I have do the preparation for the PMR Examination...And something else...That's all you must believe me...I won't never let you down again...Although it's be destined,I'm still will fighting until the end...I want to be the best in your heart...So I must do the very best...For you and for me...So...'You don't need to worry!Everything will be okay!' That's what I wanna say to you...Don't need worry about me,I will manage myself...I'm already grown...I know how to decide my future...And also I have learnt indepentent...I'm not your burden anymore...My future is take control of me...I know how to make decision...Because I'm not child anymore...I'm already being mature...I will leave you someaday...So I know I must be strong and Iwon't never cry...Even if I want to cry,I will find a place where nobody at there for me to cry...So...Just believe me...I can do it...And I will do my best...