Confused...
I feel very tired and dissapointed for myself...Why I cannot do my best?...Why I also must let others feel dissaponted for me?...Why I still cannot get a good result even though I'm very hardworking?...I put my everything to do it,but...at the final...I still can't...Why?...Who can tell me why?...Who can take me out of this confusion?...I just want to do my best,but why that's very hard for me?...Really I'm very failure?...Really I am a loser doomed?...I also want to try my best until it is succeed...But...Finally,I found that I can't...I cannot handle it...I can't do it perfectly...I always cannot exceed them...Even if I pay double efforts,I still can't...Why?...I don't want like that...I want to exceed them and myself...
