Haizzz...CNY are almost to be passing by...then I must be study hard for my shit 'PMR' exam...I am so worried now...I was always be escape the reality before...But I am escape the reality not mean that the reality are not exist...Eventually...I also must be face the shit exam...No any excuse can let me to escape...Whenever I was determined to study hard in order to test good grades...To the end...I was flinch...I am really don't have the self-confident...No matter how I console myself that I can,I also can't...Can't can't can't!!!Why I will unuseful like that?I also want to be a person who was useful...But actually...I can't...Nothing can I do...I am always a loser...That's the truth...